Quick Update

I woke up two days ago with the most annoying sand-in-the-eye feeling. It drove me bonkers all day. The next morning the eye was icky. It was matted shut and goopy. It was a little swollen and red. I assume it is pink eye. It's a lot better today, so I'm not going to the doctor for it. I think I had pink eye about a year ago.

Not much else going on here. Higher temps lately. Up to 100.2. Feeling pretty tired and moderate pain.

Hope you all are doing okay!
Beth

Thank You

I truly feel blessed to be part of this amazing blogging community. I cannot tell you how much all of your comments and emails mean to me. Sometimes I struggle with feeling like a foster child with no definitive diagnosis. I guess it really doesn't matter, does it? RA, lupus, Lyme, or fibro....whatever the heck I have....it hurts. And all of you understand pain.

I hope that I can be there for each and every one of you when you need someone. I hope I can pay it forward.

Thank you guys....for helping carry me through the darkest, most painful, days I have experienced with this illness. I'm doing better emotionally. The pain is still bad, but I'm not afraid to take a pain pill or two a day....and that makes a huge difference at this point. I am hopeful that I will get a diagnosis soon and then a treatment plan that works. Remission..or better yet a cure... would be a gift from God at this point.

I pray for that gift daily....for all of us.

Today Almost Pushed Me overt the limit

I woke up in terrible pain today. Knees, elbows, toes. Later when the migraine hit, it really knocked me to the ground. I had to go take a rest and I was just quietly moaning for help. It was so painful.

I'm really embarrassed, but I keep hearing what sounds an older radio show with two men talking away. It's quit scary. I am losing my friggin mind. My temper is out of control. I need help. I need support. I fear I may take my life. I need a friend. I need prayer. Please.

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