Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Quick Update

I woke up two days ago with the most annoying sand-in-the-eye feeling. It drove me bonkers all day. The next morning the eye was icky. It was matted shut and goopy. It was a little swollen and red. I assume it is pink eye. It's a lot better today, so I'm not going to the doctor for it. I think I had pink eye about a year ago.

Not much else going on here. Higher temps lately. Up to 100.2. Feeling pretty tired and moderate pain.

Hope you all are doing okay!

Monday, August 22, 2011

Thank You

I truly feel blessed to be part of this amazing blogging community. I cannot tell you how much all of your comments and emails mean to me. Sometimes I struggle with feeling like a foster child with no definitive diagnosis. I guess it really doesn't matter, does it? RA, lupus, Lyme, or fibro....whatever the heck I have....it hurts. And all of you understand pain.

I hope that I can be there for each and every one of you when you need someone. I hope I can pay it forward.

Thank you guys....for helping carry me through the darkest, most painful, days I have experienced with this illness. I'm doing better emotionally. The pain is still bad, but I'm not afraid to take a pain pill or two a day....and that makes a huge difference at this point. I am hopeful that I will get a diagnosis soon and then a treatment plan that works. Remission..or better yet a cure... would be a gift from God at this point.

I pray for that gift daily....for all of us.

Thursday, August 11, 2011

Today Almost Pushed Me overt the limit

I woke up in terrible pain today. Knees, elbows, toes. Later when the migraine hit, it really knocked me to the ground. I had to go take a rest and I was just quietly moaning for help. It was so painful.

I'm really embarrassed, but I keep hearing what sounds an older radio show with two men talking away. It's quit scary. I am losing my friggin mind. My temper is out of control. I need help. I need support. I fear I may take my life. I need a friend. I need prayer. Please.


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