Monday, July 30, 2012
I\'ve been on rifampin for a couple of weeks and quite frankly, this is the worst I have felt since getting sick. I\'m not even on the full dose yet. I\'m in so much pain and the fatigue is overwhelming. I honestly think I am losing my battle with Lyme. I\'m scared and sad. Please pray for me.
Monday, July 9, 2012
I honestly don\'t know if it is due to the Lyme, but I am depressed to a point I don\'t think I will ever get over. I feel worthless, unhappy, and as if I would be better off dead. I am on vacation and locked up in my dark room alone instead of enjoying my family and the beach. I can\'t go on like this. I truly can\'t...