Monday, July 9, 2012


I honestly don\'t know if it is due to the Lyme, but I am depressed to a point I don\'t think I will ever get over. I feel worthless, unhappy, and as if I would be better off dead. I am on vacation and locked up in my dark room alone instead of enjoying my family and the beach. I can\'t go on like this. I truly can\'t...


  1. I hope you can find some help for your depression. My doctor just upped my Prozac because I have been in a major depression also. It does seem to have helped a bit. Sending you big hugs.

  2. Please get help as soon as you can! You can feel better with help!

  3. Please talk to your doctor about this as soon as possible! You are an important person and your family needs you!


  4. Beth,
    I am sending you positive thoughts and prayers. I remember being so depressed, so ill that I thought I would not live. I was not sure I had anything but pain and illness ahead of me. I still have chronic lupus. I am finding ways to live with it but it is hard.
    May I offer you this: "You are not your fragile body; you are so very much more!"
    Please keep posting. Sharing your pain does help you process the pain and gives others hope knowing they are not alone in the dark, in the pain. You are not alone in that dark painful place.
    Take care and post soon,

  5. Asking God to give you much grace dear Beth. You are a blessing to soooo many people. Even when you are unaware. Lifting you to the One who knows you intimately & your every heartpain. You are a treasure.

  6. I loved someone who was going through the same illness. I didn't doubt she had it but, I admit, I was skeptical. Turns out she did. I just wish I could have helped more at the time. Hopefully you are getting the support you need although this post would indicate perhaps not. Do you have anyone to lean on? It's important, baby girl.